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This
page contains a "lost chapter" of The Dante Cluba
chapter or section that didn't make it into the final version
of the novel. Some include plot elements and characters not
present in the printed edition.
"The New Life"
THAT
evening, Emerson sliced his roast beef into small pieces with
little interest. Had he been secluded in the fat Lethe of Concord
for so long? Had Cambridge become so distant a haunt? Longfellow
and his Fireside Poets - James Russell Lowell, Oliver Wendell
Holmes, Charles Eliot Norton - had never been Emerson's intimates,
his Thoreau, his Hawthorne, his Margaret Fuller, his Alcott.
Indeed, Holmes had addressed him as "Mr. Emerson" until
only a few years ago, and Emerson had done little to relieve
him of the burden.
"Do you plan to donate your Filet de Bouef to the
alms house?" Mary Moody asked, long finished with
her portion. "Or is something else on your mind?"
"Some of the Cambridge poets are making progress on
finishing a Dante translation of Longfellow's. Wendell Holmes
called on me to ask for my company."
"Did Dr. Holmes advise you to turn vegetarian, Ralph Waldo?"
"You do remember I've asked my friends to call
me simply Waldo for some time now, Aunty?"
"Yes. And I'm not your friend. Your mother
entrusted your welfare to me." "And how is it
that my welfare, at sixty-two years of age, includes the
use of my Christian name?"
"You'll live with it until I'm gone, which will be
soon, do not fool yourself," she added. "This
next Christmas."
Emerson showed no reaction to the gloomy prophecy. Moody's
nephew, like all her family and her friends, long ago
had grown to accept her preoccupation with death. Saladin,
it is said, had his funeral shroud made to carry to
battle with him as his standard. Aunt Moody had done the
like all her life, making up her shroud, then, thinking it
a pity to let it lie idle, wearing it as a night-gown
or even a day-gown until it would be worn out, at which
point she would order another. Lately, she had taken to
sleeping in a coffin-shaped bed commissioned from a carpenter
friend of hers, her tender 4'3" frame fitting rather comfortably.
"You're thinking of giving them some lessons
on Dante, are you?"
"They are the experts, Aunty."
"Oh, and what of your translation?"
Emerson put down his fork and looked his Aunt in
the eyes, waiting for an explanation.
"Margaret told me. She said it was,
well, excuse my inability to resist, divine. The
Nuova Vita, wasn't it?"
"La Vita Nuova. The New Life. Yes. It's something of a
preface to the rest of Dante's work, a little book Dante wrote to
prepare himself for The Divine Comedy, prepare himself to find his
lost Beatrice. It is here, not in the infernal abyss, that we
learn the real force driving all of Dante's work - it is not
politics or religion or revenge, but the closed chambers of the
heart. Well, I see Madame Fuller never did learn to keep
things to herself in a sitting room."
"From an old woman with a needle eye nobody can.
So why is it you never published it?"
"Margaret pushed me to do it. I undertook the project
so that I could make Dante's acquaintance, not for others to
do so. Margaret used to say that the value of a translation
is greatest for the translator. Dante lacks the superficial
charm to cheat a reader into knowing him without
yourself entering his sphere."
"And you're too good to enter that sphere with
the Cambridge professors, is that the case, Ralph Waldo?"
"If Socrates lived today, we could go talk with him
out in the open streets, Aunty. But Longfellow and his type,
we cannot do so. There is a palace, and servants, and wine
glasses, and fine coats to get through. I am not fond of
professors and would rather have living learning around me.
The only one of their kind I shall tolerate is the
'Professor' of Concord, my neighbor Channing's dog."
"And yet you complain of late you are never
given the company of magnetic minds!" she persisted.
"Yes, but as I say to Dr. Holmes, I shall not seek
them in large assemblies. Bring the best minds together
and they are so impatient of each other, so worldly, so
babyish, so much age and sleep and care, that you have no
academy at all. I heard of one story of a recent meeting
of the Atlantic Club, Aunty. When a pile of the new number
of the Atlantic was brought in, every one rose eagerly
to get a copy, as if inside were contained all answers.
And then each sat down and read his own article. The
Saturday Club, the Atlantic Club, the Union Club, all
boast one ego too many when I'm present."
Aunt Moody looked at Emerson sharply, extending her
deceptively long neck toward her nephew. With her
cropped blond hair pushed under her mobcap, Emerson
thought she looked very much like a nun ready to
punish her ward for talking out of turn.
"You, my dear Ralph Waldo, have been alone
in your intellectual pursuits and despise the fact.
You want for peers and are afraid of that."
"Aunty, when I did not make Phi Beta Kappa
in college, when I wasn't valedictorian of my Harvard class
like William and Charles, you were the only one who wasn't
disappointed." "Yes."
"And now that some have insisted on
cataloguing my writings among the greatest thinkers of
our age, you're the only one around me who hasn't been
impressed. I do not need followers around me to boost
my confidence. My writing comes from a wish not to
bring men to me, but to bring them to themselves. I
do not have but one disciple, and, yes, I take pleasure
in driving them from me. It is my boast that I have no
school and no followers."
Aunt Moody pushed her tiny frame away from
the table. She knew that Emerson had once had disciples.
Thoureau, Margaret Fuller, Jones Very, George Ripley, Alvah
Page, Ellery Channing. But they grew to love him too
much, or hate him too much, or both at different times.
Without the patience or drive to mend broken bridges,
Emerson had watched his Concord circle splinter and
dissolve.
"Like Cicero," she said pointedly, "your
poetry will not be valued for many years, because your prose
is so much better."
"I thank you, as always Aunty, for your complete
lack of relevance. It is refreshing. You are indeed
one of America's great men."
Aunt Moody nodded defiantly and excused herself. Emerson
picked up a nearby Boston Evening Telegraph. For whatever
reason, the Telegraph was the only newspaper Mary Moody would
suffer in her little cottage. On the front page, the Telegraph
reported Johnson's latest push against inflation. Emerson tried
to ignore a flashy article announcing a "Foul
Deed," giving readers the latest scoop on the
grizzly death of an unidentified man whose body was
found naked, infested with worms and insects. Such
grotesque detailing was the price paid for reading the
Telegraph, Emerson thought as he turned to the profiles of
the municipal election candidates.
"You are behind the times, dear Ralph
Waldo," Aunt Moody said, bringing in a large
bowl of strawberries and cream. "That is
yesterday's newspaper. You will be quite
handicapped in all those drawing room conversations
you wish so dearly to avoid."
Moody produced the latest edition and offered
it to Emerson alongside a serving of the berries.
"I'm sorry if my presence alone is not
enough to sustain interest," she sighed. "If
I repel people of intelligence greater than mine,
it is because I know them too well."
Emerson thought to put aside the paper and assure
Aunt Moody of the value of her company, but was drawn
to a new article on the murder victim. Emerson found
himself almost reading aloud as he greedily harvested the
article for its content. This Telegraph reported that the
murder victim was Chief Justice Artemus Shaw Healey of the
Massachusetts Supreme Court, and that the family had held a
small, private funeral while the police continued their
investigation. Emerson knitted his fine brows in
incredulity. He had little respect for Justice Healey,
and long ago had publicly pronounced the man an
occupational coward after the horrendous Sims case.
But to have been brought down to such a degrading
demise - to be reduced to a grotesque blurb in the
Boston Evening Telegraph! There were few leads as
to possible suspects, and the police were currently
investigating two men who owed Justice Healey
substantial amounts of money he had lent them to
start a business. Emerson found this proposition
startling. What sort of nervous debtor would dream
up such a ferocious manner for a murder?
Emerson was quite glad at the moment he had
been sequestered in Concord, and more so that he
shortly would be departing New England again for
several weeks. The vision of Chief Justice Healey's
fate would keep Emerson awake much of that night.
With all the reformers, the abolitionists, with the
long war, the emancipation of an enslaved race, the
victory, still there was barbarity and loss. Emerson
found himself thinking, as he shuddered at the
newspaper, that his life had been one of reading
and writing. How rarely it had allowed him to
live! He had known those who tried, like Thoreau,
yet perhaps Thoreau had in the end found it wasteful
to spend a tenth or twentieth of his active life at
Walden with a muskrat and fried fishes. Emerson had
not come to know virtue and evil. Only its
literature. How different he found reading the
newspaper from reading a book. When learning
the latest news of the world, he wished to give up
all hope for Boston and for the future. When
reading a good book, Emerson wished nothing else
but that life was 3,000 years long.
He tried to ignore the news he had read, but
the questions in his mind had already begun to be
spun. They had entered the teetering line
between past and present. What would become
of the "Hub of the Universe?"
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